“DARK KING”

Do you ever just wonder,

Why the dark thoughts never seem to end?

Why the light always seems to fade away?

Why the suicidal cravings keep overshadowing your will to live,

Why you can’t escape the prison of the dark

Do you ever just sit there,

Befuddled and astounded

Lifeless as your breath slowly stills

As your blood drives away from your heart,

And the thoughts only get senile

Do you ever try,

To look for a glimmer of hope

While you’re being devoured

By eternity’s most unfriendly truth

Withering your soul as you lay conscious

Do you ever just wish

That you could end it all in one go,

Maybe a jump, a shot;

Something to ease the pain;

To make it go away

Do you ever just stop and think

That you’ll be taking the easy way out?

What about the ones you love?

Where do they turn to?

Do you ever just dream

Of selfishness and hate,

Envy and malice,

Evil and despair?

Do you see, you heart; ‘‘tis as black as your lungs”

As you’re filled with burning smoke

Caused by anger and pain burning inside you

Do you feel it now?

Your heart, slowly rotting away

As you can no longer feel the pain they’ve caused

Do you feel it now?

The years of bottled emotions, begin their escape

Do you feel it? I say’

Do you feel the pain coursing through your blood

Becoming one with your mind and soul

Making you a weapon

And now you’re in control:

Of the laughs

The agony

The pain

You no longer cry yourself to sleep

Or weep as you clench your chest and beg “Him” to end it for you

As your heart beat echoes through your lungs

And your body becomes paralyzed

Now, you can tell the pain

When to start and when to stop,

You can stare hell in the face and say “go fuck yourself”

You’ve become your nightmare

You’re no longer the human they want you to be

You’ve got a body but your mind and soul are not of this world

You’ve reached the point where you control them now,

The inferno demons obey you: their master!

Let them know, you’re no longer weak

Let them feel the hate and rage as they ponder

For you do not care for their existence

Show them no mercy or compassion

Let them fear you

Your majesty,

And may your death bring sorrow

To them all: your highness, the “Dark King”.

M.G.T