"VUOTO"

I want to cry

But there’s no tears

I want to scream my lungs out 

But not a single sound lets loose

I want to say how I feel

But it’s not real

I want to say “I LOVE YOU”

But I can’t 

I want to know you’re okay

But I don’t

I want to say its real and true

But it’s not

I can’t feel

I have no remorse

I constantly defy reason

Time and time again

I break limits beyond my capabilities

I have no expressions

My plaintity knows no bounds

My depression knows no limits

I’m “Empty”

I have no soul

No shadow

No heart

I have neither conscience nor intuition

I know no love

Without constant grief

And desire nothing 

I wish to be left alone

In this vast empty hole

Filled with screams 

And piercing shrieks 

My ears bleed

As does my heart

From the truth that is;

“Vuoto”

There’s no redemption

At least not for this lost soul

One consumed by the dark

Shrouded by cloaks of despair

Its inevitable;

The sorrow

The pain

The loneliness

There's no one to hold me,

To take my arm and walk me through it all;

To tell me “it’s okay”

To tell me “i’ll be fine”

I inhale,

Filling my lungs

Chunks of breath i take,

Parts of my humanity i let go

There's no fighting this

T'is the path i chose

A lonesome dirge, 

Liturgy if you may

I’m sorry!

This path is short lived

I now have no memories

As I draw my last breath.

M.G.T

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