"TIME"

Take me back to the beginning

Let me hold the hands of fate

Let me turn the tides

And clock the hands of time

I reminisce, light moments

The moments I spent with you

The best times of my life

Memories I can never let go of

I sit here, pondering

Where it all went wrong

Where we faulted,

Where I, faulted

You were perfect

I really wanted nothing more

I couldn’t just discern

Reality from fiction

I stand here now

In my fallen light

Slowly fading

Glowing dim

I need you now more than ever

I crave that feeling that we once had

I crave the solace of it all

I crave you

I’m tired

I’m sad

I’m broken and

I’m afraid

Afraid I’ll never be loved like that

Afraid that I’ve lost it all

I so desperately wish

That I could revert the clock

I’d go back to the first date

I’d turn back the hands of time

To that one day

The day I held you on my arms

It was about 9:05pm,

I saw you in person for the first time

The excitement boiled

As my palms went sweaty

I couldn’t wait to hold you close

And wrap my arms around you

Much later on that roller coaster ride

Right next to you, where I should be

I miss you

I miss your smile

I miss the warm hugs

I miss your laughter

I miss the time we spent

I miss your lips gracing mine

I miss your body next to mine

I miss your love

I want it all back

Every bit of me

Craves you

I NEED YOU

I can’t hold back my tears

Not this time

I’m trying to suppress my thoughts

My emotions, so rapidly

It’s bursting out in every direction

I can’t say how sorry I am

For making that mistake,

For taking you for granted

Take me back to simpler times

When I watched you bathe

When I kissed you goodnight

When I laid beside you

I’m miserable now,

Knowing now I let you go

Knowing you were the best that happened to me

Knowing I messed up

If I could turn back time

I would

I’d take it all back

And make you mine

M.G.T