For a moment there, I let it all go With my eyes closed, I Subdued my rage, my anger My despair, my depression Years and years of suppressing Thoughts, emotions, Feelings, conscience, Even some part of my soul It’s been so long since I felt something I’ve repressed it all And now, There’s nothing left It hurts, so bad, but it doesn’t I want it to end, but I don’t I want to fight, but all I can do Is let it consume me whole I thought I’d grown I thought I could win I really th

It ends now. The lies, the trauma, The despicable two faced truths, The hurt. I’m so torn; My heart is so bitter I’m dismayed, And my mind constricted. You’ve made the best of me, Unrecognizable; I don’t know who I am anymore, You’ve broken me. For so long I craved solace, I craved peace, I craved you. I gave my heart and my soul, I poured it all out for you, I’d have given myself up If you asked. Yet here I am; Nauseated at the thought of you, Sick to my stomach At the mere

Hear these words, The very ones I utter. Desperate in my attempts To be saved I’ve been in the dark for so long; Where I sit in silence, Where my thoughts consume me, And nothing is left but this void Is there any one out there? Is there a single soul? Can someone hear me? I don’t want this anymore. I don’t know what day it is; Yet my hands bleed. I’ve been trying to claw my way out All to no avail. There is no light, As I sink deeper. My cries echo Till their resonance refle

I’ve been watching Sunrise; reflect Open your eyes As the sun illuminates the worlds they hold Stare me down With those very eyes The same ones That see through my very soul I can’t help but feel The presence Of something much greater Vast, supreme, tenacious I get lost in your eyes Because they reflect; The sun’s will The moon’s desires I get lost in your eyes And my soul wanders; The very worlds Your eyes hold Blue as the crescent moon Highlight green like the northern ligh

Reflect; reflect Mind over matter Conscience over ego Still thought over pride Broken heart over love Flow like water Breath be still Ruse like fire Heart born ill You ponder on the truth The misery behind your existence, Unfathomable despair Yet preceded by discontent Stare at me Stare at this void The very one you made The one you despise Look me in my eyes And you will see Your darkest fears Don’t belong to me You can’t run You can’t hide My resolve, bright as the sun I n