I trusted you My significant other To protect this feeble heart of mine With the bond so divine I thought of you As I drowned in my own pain In hopes you’ll come to the rescue But I provided my own refuge I cowered in silence At the mention of your name I dissolved with disgrace Each time I saw your face I was alone With No where to go I was labelled “Alma Negra” *scoffs* a befitting answer I am empty Wondering through wastelands In hopes of bumping into you Reliving painful

Deep breaths, Calm, composed Spiralled thoughts Solitude........ Modelled from the very essence Prime and raw Carved from the sands of time Beauty undefined Hour glass, barely trifling Breath slowly stills Fixed gaze upon beauty that is Not a shroud of spite in sight Work of art Nature’s very own Transcendent beauty Pure heart well known First steps in a perfect duality Lightweight foot ahold Minimal pacing Primal stories told Formed from ashes Dust and clay Moulded to beauty

She said; she said I don’t want to do this anymore I can’t seem to place myself I can’t restart from scratch She said, clasping her chest Heartbeat; rabid pacing Short breaths; inhale exhale Cold hands; slip from their owner She said, I can’t wait till it’s over The madness within Overwhelming fear Paranoia She said, I don’t want to hold back Thoughts of you Pictures embedded into my head Memories of our entrails She said, she said I want to be happy I want to know peace I wa

Take me back to the beginning Let me hold the hands of fate Let me turn the tides And clock the hands of time I reminisce, light moments The moments I spent with you The best times of my life Memories I can never let go of I sit here, pondering Where it all went wrong Where we faulted, Where I, faulted You were perfect I really wanted nothing more I couldn’t just discern Reality from fiction I stand here now In my fallen light Slowly fading Glowing dim I need you now more tha

I can’t remember, Our happiness, our pain I can’t seem to access those memories Not even ones that went astray I think back to previous days; Long conversations on the phone Deep thoughts on the bed Soul gazing with bare glares Where’d the time go? What happened to our happy ever after What’s with this gaping hole I feel in my chest Why doesn’t it ever seem to go away When will it end? The torment of constantly being discarded Continuously tossed aside like I don’t matter Rep